Dressing up in costumes is something that many of us never seem to outgrow! Whether it is resembling a character from a book, film or simply from the imagination, going incognito is fun! Regardless of whether it is for a fall festival, a play or a street fair, dressing up adds to the excitement. For a time, we can forget who we are and become someone else. And especially when the face is covered, we can conceal our true identity.
Today’s verse makes it clear that there is nothing hidden from the Lord. With Him, our true identities are never concealed. David acknowledges his sin (verse 18) being overwhelmed with guilt and groaning “in anguish of heart.” (verse 8) He pours out his complaint that his friends have turned on him. He ends this psalm with a cry for help and a plea that God would not forsake him as well. Every longing and every sigh is seen by the One who knows our hearts and thoughts. Nothing is hidden from Him.
I wonder if sometimes I pretend to be someone I am not in my private prayers. If all is open and bare before Him then there is no need to sanitize my prayers. The good the bad and the ugly are all there. He knows just what I am feeling and He waits for me to be honest with Him. He does not censor my words or rebuke me for wrong theology. He hears my frustrations and my ill-concealed doubts. Nothing shocks Him and I am thankful that He loves me no matter what.
Thank you Lord, that I can completely be myself with You.